POCKET SADO MASOCHISM

Being a very beautiful woman in her fifties, wealthy, widowed and with grown children busy with their own families, Esther could pursue what she always secretly wanted. That is, cultivating sex as one of the fine arts. She always enjoyed it, and she never lacked for good partners. But now she wanted something more: to know deeply some modalities that always intrigued her, but she had barely glimpsed in others' stories. Sado masochism and so many others, for example.”It's time to do them all”, she told herself.

He then embarked on an exhaustive exploration of the many variants and possibilities that sex offers. Everything that could be done between a man and a woman, a woman and two men, two women or more, some of indefinite gender or in transition with men and women in quantity to taste, etc.

He gave himself over unceremoniously to the joys of meat, and put together his passionate encounters with the precision of an exquisite chef who carefully chooses the ingredients for his recipes. He carefully took care of the procedures in order to maximize pleasant results. But after repeatedly testing all the variables, he wanted something more. She demanded it the nature of her ambitious woman that she had never been left with the desire for anything.

Trying sex, extreme?

She had before her the wide terrain of the supposed “perversions”, which attracted her as much or more than the modalities considered “normal”. But in this she did not show courage as in the other practices. She always ended up looking very conservative to her eventual companions, generally seasoned in the rough terrain of so-called "extreme sex".

That's why he was bored like a mushroom on his first attempt at Voyeurism. It's just that he couldn't conceive of someone having fun watching others have sex. And he was unable to understand that his companions in the dark cabin from which they watched a couple of clumsy amateurs copulating, would go crazy. She had gotten more arousal from watching professional porn movies alone. Even seeing that her closest companion had a phenomenal erection, she offered him oral sex, but he refused. Because all she cared about was watching, and she didn't want to be distracted by anything else.

As for pedophilia, only once did he have a pleasant relationship with a minor. When she tried to repeat it, she found out that the boy had told her parents everything. They initiated a lawsuit against him for corruption of minors. She had to neutralize it laboriously and costly, with a great effort from her lawyers.

It didn't go any better with him."Bondage”, that of tying someone up like a package and then subjecting them to all kinds of extreme sex practices. She was left with sore bones and strap marks all over her body. Not to mention her fetishism: her friend, her expert in such matters, tried to encourage her by showing her her collection of used prophylactics, the collection of men's stockings and the collection of toothbrushes seized from her lovers.

He barely got Esther to agree to start some similar "collection" when she had the chance. Given the great love activity that she recorded in those days, carried out in different homes, after a while she had a good number of those little advertisements with a magnet on the back that are stuck on refrigerators. It was the only thing she could think of, and no matter how much will she put into it, it didn't excite her in the slightest. And she didn't seem like the “extreme sex” she longed for.

looking for the way

She began to feel frustrated; she lacked extreme and daring experiences, and she tried sado masochism. But it was not well seen that she interrupted the spanking session to which a girl was subjecting a man, to put bandages on him and console him motherly. And another time they refused her offer of oral sex (so much as to do something) because the important thing was to cause pain, not pleasure. When someone tried to hit her, he had no better idea than to reciprocate the first blow she received from her, and she was kicked out of the meeting, as a misfit.

When he didn't have much left to try, he believed that his mistake was to throw himself fully into these practices of extreme sex. Perhaps it would be better to proceed slowly, exploring these terrains slowly.

That is why the surprise of one of her lovers when, before beginning the sexual act, she took out a small box with tacks from her bag and began to distribute them sparsely on the bed.

"It's just that I can get used to it little by little...", he argued at the strangeness of his partner. "And get ready for next week, because if you want to do it with me again you're going to have to wear a sandpaper brief that I'm making for you" - Esther explained, very excited about the new possibility of reaching those extremes that she attracted: slowly, little by little. In about a year and a half, she calculated, she would be a consummate expert in sadomasochism.

Because with perseverance and ingenuity everything is obtained.